Thanks for your email..

I feel release...
I feel better...
I feel something different when the day i received your recently news..

May be because it makes me feel that we still have a tiny connection between us..
I am glad u and your new family are doing okay..
It is okay if life doesn't go very well sometimes.. but at least u have your soul mate working out with you.. someone can support each other.

U will be okay.. if u have tried your best, and nobody able predict your future by today result. There is a saying about " If there is not door, there must be a window". Remember the book about " Who took my Cheese? "?
I hope u doing better soon, and i believe in you anyway.. , before i knew u further more in person, from your family , from your friends or from u.

Indeed, with no reason. That's amazed myslf either. The most "fooliest" moment that i experienced.